I'm so sorry for the lack of updates lately. I am having a hard time with a friend and it is draining all my energy. I feel so much sadness, emptiness and hurt. I am not sure we will be okay.
I value all my knitting friends so much. It brings me a lot of comfort to read your blogs, see your current projects and know that you are out there.
I don't want to lose any blog readers, so I will try to post again soon, and be happier.
Alain has been such a comfort to me through this. I am so lucky to have him but now he is away for a few days doing a brother camping trip. He deserves it, but selfishly, I want him here with me.
I am surrounding myself with my puppies, family and episodes of the hills (things are certainly much worse for poor Heidi).
Sorry if this sounds pathetic, or like I've experienced a death. It just feels so raw and I have lost something that I used to value very much. That person seems to have changed though and I feel like we can't go back.